Thanks for sharing. Sometimes we are too harsh on ourselves for our own detriment! As a result, it blocks our creativity or hinders the writing/content creation process.
I’ve had the experience where I thought I wrote a brilliant piece and it turned out to be crap — no views, no engagement. On the flipside, I wrote a piece that I thought was utter crap and it turned out to be amazing and received high levels of engagement. Perception is a fickle truth sometimes.